JAYVIER !

2010-07-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

"Invictus"

(Latin for "unconquered")

Out of the night that covers me,

Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance

I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears

Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,

How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Victorian poem by the English poet William Ernest Henley

2010-07-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i feel like blogging. Yes out of a sudden.

I cant sleep, i clenched my fist when i sleep

. I am fill with hatred now. i have already controlled my temper for 3 years, and pass these few years i felt good that i control, but at the same time i felt people are coming on top of me.

I dont wish to go back into what i am last time, fighting over the smallest thing that could ever think of. In work, In school, In relationship i felt i am nothing. hell yeah, fuck this feeling.

From today onwards, i dont swallow anymore this kind of stuffs, i will spit in back to you.

and i am not Me, and yes. no longer Jayvier Tan.

2010-03-15T00:56:00.001+08:00

Philosophy of Life

A professor stood before his class and had some items in front of him.

when the class began, he pick up a very large and empyu mayonnaise's jar quietly, and started to fill it to the brim with rocks - rocks about 5 cm in diameter.

He then ask the studdents if the jar was full. The students answered "yes!"

To the student's amazement, the professor picke up a box of pebbles, poured them into the jar, and gave it a gentle shake, The pebbles of course rolled into the open areas between the rocks.

Again he asked the students if the jar was fulled. Again the students replied "YES!"

Without a word, he picked up a box of sand carefully and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked the students once more if the jar was full. The impressed students uttered a resounding "YES!"

At this, the professor draw out two cans of Vanilla Coke from under the table, emptying their entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

When the laughter subsided, the professor looked at his class and said.

"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The rocks are the important things- Family, Friends, All your loved ones and your health. If everything else was lost and only these remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your studies, your sports & activities, and your dreams.

The sand represents the small stuff that takes place in your everyday life.

If you put the sand into the jar first, he countinued, there's no room for the pebbles or the rocks. the same goes for your life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are imnportant to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.

Spend time with your family, take time out to excersie, and to pursure your dreams.

There will always be time for TV programmes, to go to parties, or get your hands on the coolest computer games.

Take care of the rocks first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Vanilla coke represented.

The professor grinned and replied," i'm glad you asked.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room to just sit back and relax with a couple of drinks."

Thank you.

2010-02-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

Someone please guide me. i am aiming aimlessly for a very long time already. Am i born to be like this?

why i can counsel others, and not my own mind, body , soul ?

what problem in me that i have so many question marks in me?

why cant i be more decisive?

why cant i be as successful as others?

why cant i be myself?

Lastly, WHY cant i be those above?

i have been searching for myself for a very long time. Puaychin, Feipa know that i still cant find myself after such a long time

Puaychin had guided me throughout my toughest time, yet i cant do a small little thing to meet her up because of my projects and exams pilling up.

She pulled me through when one feet of mine is already stepping into the coffin, i cried in front of her, i begged for her help when i am in trouble, Joelyn, My Dad, My Family, lastly Myself. She probe me till she doesnt have saliva, we can sit under the moon and smoke one packet without knowing it. But after last quarrel, we seems distant. Yes i do miss you, u once let me go and let me find own my happiness, this time i let u go for u to find yours too. and please find a presentable back for your papa. NO HALAL please.

She ownself had her own problem also, her mum for instance. I know she loves her dad so much, but she have something call HOME which i have yearn to experience it.

Feipa guided me throughout too , but just in a indirectly way. From last time i dislike him till he been with me for 7 years. He's a man of harsh words but with a soft hard.

He is the same as me, always putting up a Happy Front in front of our friends.

We laugh together, we went Laos to have fun together. Sometimes we know that either each of us is in the fault, but we never bring it up, because we know we need each other all the time.

He seldom share his problems, i want to help him, but i am strengthless. i am not the last time ME.

My Big Brother has tried all alternatives to try to talk to me. From messages to writing in paper to Email to Facebook inbox. i appreciate and i know the message he want to send and let me know it. But i guess is because we have drifted so much during our younger days, i dont know what to do. is like the voice is coming from a different space. Angel is telling me to do the right thing, Devil is telling me not. But at the age of 20, he had to carry the burden of the whole family. It is not an easy task, he once nearly sank into depression, but i am glad he had pull through. i tried to learn him, learning,searching,posting,sharing the wisdom words that i come across, it motivated me. Yes it did , but for a little while, the next moment i am drifting like fcking no body business.

If wanna compare between me and him, he suffered more than me, he went through what a teenager shouldnt be going through. His gf left him at the same time my dad just passed away.His POP as an officer,my dad cant be present.Sometimes i wonder what mentality he had in him. What Mightly strength he has, and how he got it.

My mum blame him for converting to Amen, i didnt. Because this is what that helps him.His Beliefs comes from GOD.

I thought everything changes when i met huifen. She's chubby and cute. always the innocent her.

i wanna crush all challenges in life i would met in my future with her.

but i did sth so wrong that shouldnt be forgiven, yet she did.

she had such a gracious heart that i myself wont wish to receive it.

we had timed-off once, i really thought alot during that period.

i am glad that now her dad is trying to accept me.

i dont know is it because of the festive season, or really he had accepted the fate that her daughter had me as her boyfriend.

he told me alot during the reunion dinner.

During the whole conversation, i think back, i had went pass all this ordeals, all this unneccesary things. From being so notorious to being a normal person.

i dont know is it the more i try not to get worked up so easy over a person that make me so many doubts now.

People stare at me, i look away. they try to disturb me, i apologize to them.

i duno is it because i dont want to have trouble that make me so soft now.

so many people has stepped over my head. i just dont want to start a trouble.

Or is it i had grown up, my thinking had maturise.

But i vowed to myself before, if there is an inevitable fight that i had to go for, its either the person really stop breathing and so my future gone or i am dead not thinking anything.

If anyone is to touch my family members, no chance will be given anyway.

Many friends comes and goes. Good one stays, bad ones at least make me learn something out of them. Human are very realistic. Really very. the sames applies to me also.

Chances are to be fight and not given.

2010-02-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to Mr Gui Eng Hong From Manjusri Secondary.

it's been so long since i last blogged. but after seeing Mr Gui Video of his farewell to all students. i decided to place my fingers on the keyboard.

Mr gui i know you wont be reading this.

but i wanna you to know that you're a very dedicated and unique special teacher.
in my whole 20 years of life, i never seen anyone like you. but i am blessed that i once know you.

i still remember during relief period of my DNT, you teach us what is life.
you told us that u lost your parents,
you teaches us to cherish everyone around us,
you blessed us with all your strength,
you chant for your parents whenever you are free.

at first i thought you are a mad teacher, maybe that is when i am still young and not in the correct state of mind.
you put in your whole heart in teaching students. you set up website for us to download past year paper, u post your email online to enable us to reach you for questions.

Lastly, you spent almost half of your life in teaching.

I Jayvier Tan Poh Leong Year 2002-2007 student of Manjusri Secondary

blessed you with dragon's health for your family.
May your children grew up to be someone like you.
spreading your priceless wisdom..

I will always remember you Mr gui.
you etched a memory in me.

Take care always.

Regards.

2010-01-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

Projects and more coming up.

trying to come out with some free time for myself.

It's been so long since the last time i sang.

now only can sing in toilet.

i wanna go kbox.

New Year Resolutions

A retort mic stand
Get a GPA of at least 3
Attend school at least 4/5 days per week.
Earn more money.
stop puffing more ciggs.

i think i will close my blog soon.

2010-01-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

My new year resolutions will be out soon. Must pile all up together :D

2010-01-04T00:17:00.001+08:00

wahhahha. that is my curly hair. with me for 38 hours only ~

2009-12-09T01:48:00.002+08:00

Chest pressure
Sweating
Jaw pain
Heartburn and/or indigestion
Arm pain (more commonly the left arm, but may be either)
Upper back pain
General malaise (vague feeling of illness)
Nausea
Shortness of breath

i had it all. Guessed what. it was a heart attack symptoms. i was sitting down watching tv when suddenly i cant breath properly. it is not after a heavy meal of whatsoever. instead i just finish my bowel.
i thought maybe its too cold . so i keep on watching tv. Thut Thut . i cant breathe. i am so afraid. i quicky enter and close my room. i lie down. praying that i can survive this order.
death is what scares me off. i always say that i aint afraid of dying, because my life is worthless.
but when in the brink of death, i started to retrieve back my words. i covered myself with blanket and socks on. i slowly inhale and exhale. in an hour time. i started to breath back normally. thank god i should say.
i hope it doesnt strike on me again.

2009-12-05T01:52:00.003+08:00

i wonder what had i did wrong.

i had to work in order to have $ for our vacation.

i am saving up. i wanna u to enjoy with me of what i earned, and not pulling u along the dry path.

i didnt give my mama 2 mths of allowances already. i wanna save up for our trip.

u gave me attitude but u said u didnt.

so much things happen in my outlet when i meet jiaqi and hit things up.

pohcheng coming back tml, jiaqi 17th flying.

more stressful at work again.

i know that work is never easy, but who doesnt want an easy job.

i am earning for an allowance, and not for enjoyment or pass time..

fcked it seriously. shagged

2009-11-22T22:37:00.001+08:00

Today is a day where i meeting up with huifen's parents.

it doesn't turn up very well.

From the moment i stepped into her house till i leave from the car.

but i treat it as a challenge.

i still remember i read a book and it quotes that,

what doesn't kill you make you stronger.
yes i am now stronger and braver to crush all challenges setting up in front of me

2009-11-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

I bathe and changed and walk to my house bus stop.

First time i froze for a min, buses stop and passed me.

i wonder where i am heading to.

i close my eyes and i said to myself, the moment i open my eye,

i will board the bus.

31 came and i boarded it.

i sit down with my headphone playing songs,

i wnder where shall i head to.

i alight near ecp.

i walk from tail to head and back to tail.

i'm tired, i sit down and took out my notepad.

i starting singing and started writing.

and i found back myself.

Tell me you will be back. Pa

2009-11-11T22:15:00.003+08:00

Dad, why wont u fly to my hand?

my dad became a grasshopper and came into my living room.

i was playing CS on my computer , my mum shouted , liang ahh , look at this grasshopper.

i glanced down and i say that is a fish not a grasshopper.

den i stop and took a eagle view, it was a grasshopper, but a body of a fish.

i shivered a little, it was glaring at me,

my mum called out my dad's name and say , if u are him , jump to my hand.

it straight away jump onto my mum's hand. i called out but it didnt .

it is pacing up and down of my mum's arms.

suddenly, tons of flashback flashed through me, i dont know why but i keep looking at the grasshopper. and it look back to me. like it is calling out for me.

my mum wanna set free. and it a wink , it dropped and disappear.

i searched high and low but to no avail.

Den, i believe, yes DAD, u came back and not yet forgiven me.

i couldnt take a picture because mum says the spirit might get absorb away.

Dad, why wont u hop onto my arms and whisper to me, how are you i wonder.

im doing neither good on earth.

how i wish i can just .........

2009-09-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

EARNING more money from working nowdays.

after tues , off two days and head to work for f1

so excited about the challenges i can get from customers.

and confirm my own illusion of angmoh and local customers, lets see how the differences are.

gonna go fairprice to stock up my maggie mee at my workplace alr.

save $ and go vacation with this ASS above :D

20/09/2009 , -A moment like this

2009-09-12T00:31:00.004+08:00

2nd bro going army.

p.tekong

7th month dinner. and i saw my sweetie pie again !

her mum only 21. pretty too . no wonder daughter so pretty.

much better den my cousin

at least this ask her hug she come running to u.

my cousin ask her come let me hug she say my hair like chicken

ass

take care 2nd brother inside army. my real blood one btw.

when boys turns into MAN !

2009-09-08T23:53:00.001+08:00

IM BACK FOR MORE POSTING !

COMING SOON !!!

2009-08-27T00:52:00.001+08:00

AN ORGASMIC SONG BY CAI QIN

nver listen = never been as a chinese man !

hahahaha

2009-08-18T18:40:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE OUR HOMELAND. ITS WHERE WE BELONG
fuck this homeland. i hate Singapore. its not because of today's unfortunate event
i all along doesn't love Singapore at all. well known for its security somehow?
how i wish it get terrorist attack . complacent Singapore !
so many people smoking and throwing cigg butt and i was the one that got fine!
300 bucks . tell me how am i gonna squeeze that $ out.
even i am loaded. i don't wish to pay for it also.
300 bucks for littering . what law is that?
fuck Singapore. screw this homeland
i don't care if people take my post and stomped it or whatever.
there's nothing that fear me anymore.
i am so screwed up this time ! seriously. fuck it!

2009-08-15T10:50:00.000+08:00

finally the cms CA3 is done.
i apologize to my grp members if i had shown any attitude or disagreement.
i am very happy there's a video at least for our own memories.
upcoming is OFA and sept 7 and 8th is written paper !
wtf !!!!!!!!!
got to take off alr~

2009-08-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

after today i realize how realistic this world is .
how susceptible woman are .
how materialistic chinese girls are. (no offence to others out there)
IT'S SO . FUCKED UP

2009-08-06T00:54:00.001+08:00

HIGHER NITEC ADMIN IS MAKING ME FALL !

2009-08-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

happy birthday pa !

2009-07-21T22:33:00.001+08:00

2009-07-04T13:38:00.003+08:00

The trip to Laos,Vietiane was simply awesome.
i never regret going there at all.
i miss the smoke machine room,
i miss the nurses,
i miss saying sabaidee and kap chai over there,
i miss seeing drunkards,
i miss sitting tuk tuk with heavy weight campions :D ,
i miss the Liquid Bar people , the receptionist , the uninvited guest that knocks on people door during midnight ,
i simply miss everything !
how come it ends so fast.

For pictures go to my facebook . www.facebook.com/jayvier.tan
i lazy upload blogger. too slow alr ! :D

Loves Laos'Vietiane

2009-06-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

LEAVING SINGAPORE SOON ~

TAKE CARE PEEPS :d

2009-06-21T02:02:00.001+08:00

Dear Father,

2 years since you had leave us. Today is Father's day 2009.

I seen family as a whole shopping around .

It had always let allow me to having this feeling I had long lost.

In my 19 yrs of life, I had never bring you out for dinner or give you a gift for Father’s day.

I hope whether you are in heaven you can know that our hearts link together as one. ALWAYS

I lost a role model I had , my heart was never a whole , it is seeking for one person to replace it.

But I myself know that no one can ever replace you in my heart.

I told myself , I will not follow your footsteps. I will let my family enjoy what I have never . LUXURIOUS is not what I am looking for. Is just a love as a FAMILY.

Till now , I still can’t forget you . I don’t know how long this will last.

But pa, I am really tired , I wish you can appear in my dreams and tell me , guide me through every aspect of my life.
Yours Faithfully,
3rd son
TAN POH LEONG

I found this song , 三暝三日 吴宗宪 song for you. I hope you can hear it

2009-06-18T12:26:00.005+08:00

EVENT MANAGEMENT PROJECT HELD BY YEAR 2 STUDENTS.

lazi put captions ;D

2009-06-13T00:54:00.001+08:00

ANG ANG ANG :D

PRo. stalker

zyti :D

ily and zyti. cool malays

2009-06-10T20:12:00.010+08:00

i was sorting our my folder pics.

so i decided to post it .

enjoy ~

MJR CLASS 5c * 07 ! Beautiful piece of notes lingers around me all the time : LIM YU HENG -> for brother for 3 years . share the joke . see the babes . share the pain . play sports together . he's in attachement now . take care :D Some of RI peeps . cheers :D Massimo Dutti *06 -> i miss u all dearly . thanks for the memories:D

JOSIAH DING DING! -> go find a job lar ! walao always rot ! old le hor u ! :D go army lar sia~love

Lim Puay Chin. my best friend. that brought me back on feet through the darkest moments of my life . thanks for the teachings you gave~

Lee Wan Rong. although we seperated . but i still wish you all the best :D

for the song . DUI DE REN. i will always remember this

ATIKA! my pri sch friend. got to see her and know her more in my ADmin year.

rare white malay .hhahaha.

EKA ! maggie ! miss your laughter that makes me rolling on the floor ! haha

Fatin. thanks for helping out alot on the chalet :D

LEE JUN HAO DOUGLAS. 5 yrs of relationship we had. although i had been in and out of the singlehood . but still wish you all the best for everithing. SLIM DOWN FOR UR HEALTH SAKE SERIOUSLY . find a gf soon :D

KRisti wang xiu bin -> my brother ! hahahaha. she doesnt look like wad is in the pic . but is a lovable girl :D

shery wong shi yi . my personal makeup artist. green color yeah :D i will always rem you . bo pian liao .haha

retail class RI *08 . thanks for the memories :D

my new class/ AB / hopefully mre happy times will be shared:D

Min wei . she's nearly perfect . loves for getting me in espirit :D

PAN PING ! haha china teacher teaching me chinese. she ask me to take picture with her lor .cos she want me to miss her ! and yes i do miss u , for the bickering we had.

MDM TOH ~ when she came in to teach for half year . i passed my chemistry. when she left. i failed all the way . wth !most beautiful teacher i ever seen!

My family. no matter what . i will not give up !

NEO KOK WEI ! -> got gf alr ah. ! hahaha. dun neglect us . if need tips ask me :D

Gleen->the first indian friend that i can get along so well with . i miss him . A GREAT FRIEND TO BE!

Priscila chow man qi! my dearest ex girlfriend . ! hahahaha. she's single . but beware ! hahh

AMY~ my supervisor. everytime i say no energy she will excuse me to smoking . great girl .totally happy when wrking with her :D loves :MASSIMO DUTTI

LIM YAO MING -> Is like my real brother. create havoc together. fight together. BORNed together somemore. but i come out from the womb earlier :D so i am the brother.

but he went down the wrong path. hopefully , wont see your face appear in the newspaper. if it does, better be for the good reason . take care.

IVY TAN! last time wan woo her one . but i chose joelyn instead. damm it . wrong choice .
anyway she's my sweet neighbour :D and tgt w her horny dog -.-

HILMI -> PUMA guy. 50% off from him . great guy :D

Azean . another beautiful face girl . but she didnt make it to higher nitec ! RI~

This was in year 06 ! BENDEMEER PRI SCHOOL BBQ GATHERING .

well half of dem i always see . cos is in my NEIGHBOURHOOD. hahahaha .i miss them Ngoh Jing Hao. Although we were in different class. but soccer bonded us together :D
SMOKE LESSER AH!

Sim Zheng Jie -> the best wushu exponent i ever seen ! hope to see him winning for Singapore in few yrs time :D

GOH ZHUANG XUN -> the breakdancer cum Soccer partner. I miss the tag team we had always. he's left footed while i am right , so COMBO :D

for what you are to be remember

you will not be forgotten

Jayvier Tan

2009-06-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

just went to CGH to had 3 injections at one go.
and the nurse told us that we'll experience headache.
and now i am feeling the symptons alr .!
omg~

2009-06-09T21:58:00.001+08:00

i still cant find the hollowness in me.
i cnt find the thing to fill it up.
it's empty .it's been so long i've ever felt this way.
why does life had to be like this.
i am tired. seriously !

2009-06-09T19:41:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes.

i got a job !

all thanks to minwei !

thank you .! treat u when i got my first pay .!

but the bad news is .....

1st IC is a GAY ! again .

walao . i just cant overwrite gay fate!

after that i duno why i call wanrong straight away.

hais ...

2009-06-06T21:17:00.005+08:00

2009-06-03T21:06:00.001+08:00

david's irah .haha

my white malay friend .hahahh

rascal !

2009-06-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

had my corn perm on my hair.
NAFA just drained me hell out of the way .
legs cramp like F
i'm like a guy just got bang on the butt.
anyway thanks everione for the concerns.
exams period again ~ busy week

2009-06-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

Didnt attend school today.

my back is seriously hurting me, i cant even climb out of my bed when my alarm rings.

so i stayhome all day. lying down. getting up to bath and eat . den lie dwn at sofa see tv.using computer. what a boring day.

i slpt at 8+ , woke up at 11+ . online now till duno what time .

i asked myself why i can bring up the mood of the class, or breaking the first ice when meeting strangers.

but i cant even do it on my own family members.

is it the gap is so wide that even nothing can used to tighten it?

i got so much to talk to. i need a person. Pc is busy with her 2 guys , i dun wan to fan her.

wanrong is gone.she got her own life.

whenever mum complaints that her finger cant even used to lift up something , how i wish at the moment i can detach my own and put in on her.

Big bro forgotten to close his msn ytd. it reads at his personal msg "i need to repair my legs"

is it that he got to repair to prepare him in the long run?
or really his leg is injured due to his agressive own-trainings he had for himself.

wher is my personal leadership skill i possesses?

syafiee is the mentor i respect.everything i read his blog.his life is so full.

his family members was so close with him, he got a sweet gf.

i aint something to anyone.

i suppose

wondering if i could..

2009-06-02T00:50:00.001+08:00

2009-05-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

finally the Orchard Hotel event thing is over.
is quite tiring though photocopying again and again .
seeing babes.and who says MEI LI DE NU REN MEI NAO ZI!
pretty and got brains somemore
some even 19 yrs of age entering into university.
got to interact with some of the excutives over there.
profound fluent english was their forte.
and all enter uni before.
who i wish i can do that over.
nvm i belive i can
age is just a FIGURE !
and much thanks to Mr sean quek for 2 mcdonalds treat. :D
and he is the only teachers that says Good Students Ought deserves it.

and here is the pic of me and feipa acting having an coversation.
brb with more pics .
lazi plug in my phone ah ..

2009-05-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

I SERIOUSLY FREAKING HATE SABB !!!!!!

2009-05-28T12:39:00.002+08:00

WHICH ONE SUITS ME ?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-05-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

now i am going for laos trip.

what's next?

school have Guangzhou,China exchange programme. 200-400+

Hongkong trip 1000+

F1 which falls on the exact day of Guangzhou.

i wanna make my life useful .

i want to get the most out of ITE

Leadership skills , ways of communcating with different age peers (like how syafiee did)

gogogo Jayvier .

2009-05-27T07:16:00.000+08:00

FINALLY MY BLOG HAS A SPAMMER :D

horray . so pop alr ~

2009-05-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

2009-05-25T07:20:00.000+08:00

i failed again terribly.

it's time i pick myself up and find what i really wants

2009-05-24T19:50:00.002+08:00

2009-05-24T09:43:00.002+08:00

POA TEACHER MISS XIANG

THE J's VS GAY

POA TEST IS COUNTING DOWN 3 DAYS MORE !

lucky got yixiang in the study grp .

if not i wont be doing anything useful

i will jus stare blank den let my thoughts wander around.

ok for saturday attend the Family carnival at simei ite.

helped out and stuffs.

did my eyebrow threading.know new friends that is going for laos !

I'M SO EAGER FOR THE LAOS TRIPPP~

2009-05-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

it's time i treat everi one equally .

2009-05-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

This is what i really wants

fuck it.

breathless

2009-05-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

2009-05-17T23:58:00.005+08:00

went to united square to pick amante out and went to raffles city to look for her's girlfriends.

the new balance jacket is damm nice lor . yellow color somemore . 40 percent . after less onli 27.

AMANTE .. hmmm :D:D thank you ah..

after that went to plaza sing to look for her florist friend .and catch a movie at cine FIREBALL

if you like fighting shows , fireball would be the right for you.

MUAAYY THAAIIII YAA.

hahaaha.

end here .

2009-05-16T23:39:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG !

SECOND PLACING AFTER VANESSA HUDGENS !

SHE'S HOT . AND YEA . CLASSIC LOOK (right fei pa)

hahhaahahh

2009-05-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

shery ah. skip the formality .

if u have any problems find me ok .

i promised u and chow before anything happens u all still can find me.

although there had been a few disagreements , i'm still with u all .

i cant promise u i can help u through this stage , but i will do my best.

so focus on studies now ok .

see u around

2009-05-13T22:10:00.004+08:00

cms is soo boring

2009-05-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME-CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA

No one ever saw me like you do

All the things that I could add up too

I never knew just what a smile was worth

But your eyes see everything without a single word

CHORUS'

Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece

You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be

I never know what you see

But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind

It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine

I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still'

Cause, baby
, this is just the way I always wanna feel

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes

All I know is it happens every time

[Repeat CHORUS]

The way you look at me

2009-05-07T21:41:00.006+08:00

FORMER CLASS RI * all not ready

class AB*

AH BOY

GRADUATE ALR ! FROM nitec luhs .. anyway when taking this picture i got to go up and shake hands right . she say . wao . u looks so coool .... woohoo ... so happy. cool cool cool.. Jay Chou JIE BAN REN HOR ! FEipa i noe u want to say sth when u read this , shut up ahh..

WANI OI~~

feipa arms dun anihow ah ..

RI*ians

WOOHOO~

the guys present . i like darren top . like so vintage feeling lor . if the printing is more floral .

any way all are so handsome . focus on me ah ~

wa . all shuai sioL ! wan numbers ?

A BIG THANKS TO HILMI , KOKWEI

AND everione for their participation , although things didnt went well today . but still .. hope u all have fun . i nearly snapped the VEINS of my years of not angry temp control . cannot canoot . REN~ more pics coming up~

2009-05-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

look how beautiful it is.

i have a lizard oso . but not as awesome as this ! OMG!

2009-05-05T02:31:00.001+08:00

i thought of .

class RI .

lets do color code dressing . either

GIRLS BLACK
GUYS WHITE
_________

or vice versa .

discuss~~

suggestions~

2009-05-04T23:36:00.003+08:00

Omg . was a lousy day today. Monday blueessssss.

woke up late today.

and the waking up process is hilarious.

i ownself think back also funny.

bcos my ringtone is Jay one ma . den it goes BU YAO NI LI KAI , JU LI de BU kai , SHI NI BIAN CHENG I ..... something like this , since he sing i oso duno what words.

den my dream is playing this song .suddenly i jerk up .like zombie.

my mom SCARE DAO~

school was ... hmm ..boring + fatigue + draining my brain juices (POA)

went home and suddenly feel sleepy.

drop dead on the bed .put alarm at 0830 but never rings.

so i woke up at 11.

now ..posting here. what to do ~~~~ cant slp.

wait ah kristi and kit . i try find online the clothing for u all ..

2009 jokes

farmer A sells vegetables , farmer B sells fruits . what does farmer C sells

ANS: MEDICINE ( FAR MA C ma ...)PHARMANCY

2009-05-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

a super duper gay conversation by Male actor darryl * and leading actor *jayvier

J to D:hey sister

D to J:yo gay brother..wats up sio

J to D:haha.miss u!

D to J:lol
act yi ge away status..

J to D:hu?
me?
ok avaible le oK!

D to J:ya la
-.-

J to D:eh got parttime introoo ma?
D to J:bo leh..:(
u can work meh
tot studying?

Jto D:part time lo
eh u got vest right
grad day vest ok
all

D to J:can wear vest meh?u wan lick my sai kang?

J to D:can wad
formal wad
who sae formal no vest must blazer
if one person wear , tio chase out den bwg lar
nw all wear ,how to chase all
later no pple clap for dem

D to Jhahha
-.-
u kiss my ass ba..
i anyth de
but wear vest tgt wif those formal black pants like wierd leh

J to D:old times pple wear is like that de lor
shirt + vest + blazer

D to J:i say black pants-.-
J to D:ya lar
can wad
erm
u all on..i wun off de

J to D:okok
u cant off oso, if not u wont On animore :D
D to J:-.-
u let mi noe again lo..
i steady pom bi bi de..

J to D:okoko
toodles

D to J:haven go slp ar..wait tml cant wake up..
hahah
J to D:i thot u morning call me baby?
D to J:oh ya..i 4get..my morning is ard 12pm lidat..
u wan i morning call u i dun mind

J to D:lol
hahhh
f U!
ok lar
dun wan talk to u alr
my below hard liao
LOL

D to J:okok..faster go shoot come out..
k la..nitez bro..

J to D:okok night sweet sweet

D to J:muack..

i miss his farting when make everione disperse at the sight when he lift his buttocks up to one side, still . ... ...RI :D

2009-05-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

Count your garden by the flowers,

Never by leaves that fall.

Count your days by golden hours,

Don't remember clouds at all.

Count your nights by stars, not shadows

Count your life by smiles, not tears

.And with joy on every birthday,

Count your age by friends, not years.

got this quote by my customer in tangs*

2009-05-03T12:58:00.009+08:00

02 May 2009

1st ab trip.

Movie of X-men-sorry to wani cos u see the show *pirated* and aini for seeing last part .haha

Dine at Seoul Garden-> which would be the first and last !

when we come out . saw adil from bL

sam sam and krispher
woo . sexy ah atika ,my pri sch friend

Me and prisc.K( show off ur ring ah )

kristi ! u realli look likes a man.big arms u hav dere ! :D

Dorina and kpher( i can see my face in ur face )

Outside IluMA (i love u MA)

stupidd mascot there.

atika and wani

wani and kristi

SAB! ur face priceless
hungry ghost festival

kpher and wani

SAb dun shy.Huishan GREAT EATER !

3 girls one guy ! spot the guy

Inside stamford house*no photography

thx to someone hand that make it shaky

Outside Sg and all swearing .wtf wtf

b`cos the bill is euffing 411 dollars

for a pax of 14

lucky got staff less

one person pay 23+

Change over to timbre.

waiting for life band adjust their equipments till it rains

Toodles*

hope u all have fun!

2009-04-30T01:26:00.001+08:00

Amante present :D
chow y hug my arms?
u think i realli SISTER le ahh~

2009-04-28T22:04:00.001+08:00

recently had been rather busy

handling 2 blogs.

getting ideas for upcoming sentosa trip.

but but but ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANTE :D

eeee older than me alr ..

!hahahhhahahaha!

2009-04-22T22:17:00.001+08:00

~GET WELL SOON KOKWEI ~

WE MISSES U

*RI*

2009-04-20T23:43:00.004+08:00

Tick tock tick tock , time is tocking , everyone is getting older , wrinkles started to form , face sulken , eyes get smaller .

my lion dance friend came over to ask me to go back to train simei ite students.

but i alr out of that so long .nearly 3 yrs . even beating the drum makes my hands tremble.

we chatted , i finally realise why i was so happy that period of time . from the tedious training at

yck , bukit batok i never said it was far.

till the very day i had my first competition as a team .crowds

jeered, some wow in amazement .that was what i really want .but i knew that it was just a hobby of mine .

it was like i am using every grain of the sand to build a castle

it was tiring

but i enjoyed the process

thanks for the memory given

Ping Ann Tung . once a troupe member , always will be one

2009-04-17T20:34:00.001+08:00

2009-04-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

FINALLY the Orientation is over.

ahh... tired . It's really not easy to be a leader leading a class when 95% of it is females.

all princess kind.

so i gonna regain back my energy and do my best for my admin course .

~TODDLES~

2009-04-11T02:01:00.001+08:00

Be Realistic or Follow my dream?

*plans might change , but dreams never*

how true can that sentence be.

maybe its time i should wake up

2009-03-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

even though pa u are not in this portrait . but u are always in our heart

2009-03-20T13:19:00.001+08:00

MY TOTAL GPA IS ONLI 3.2

wth ..........................( i wonder)

AMANTE COME BACK

2009-03-20T01:53:00.006+08:00

after that train down to find my best friend pc.

on the way saw darryl.

lol . what a coincidence. we laughed throughout the whole bus trip to parkway.

he told me bout his ahhem* . hahaha

after that cab down to msq to find fei pa and kokwei.

had

KENNY ROGERS.

walao like fine dining like that lor . thumbsdown for it .down down down!

after that went to starhubs to chat and stuffs.

chow came down from her workplace to find us .

went over to HARRy's Bar to had a few drinks.

after that went to nearby river to take photos.

that explains why dere is soooo many pictures.cab back and veryy tired.

tmr FAMILY PORTRAIT PHOTOSHOOOTTT .

what shld i wear -.-

2009-03-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

DING * EKA * FATIN * CHOW * JAY . i am the odd dere-.- damm it

oh well . today went out to discuss the BBQ stuffs.

msged 17 person and only like tht appear .

nvm already . CHENk XIM liao .

22nd gonna go out w chow to get BBQ stuffs.

wonder why are we doing this

its a class chalet.wth.

wanted to catch a movie but in the end no timing slots.

there's sooo many movies i wanna watch !

4 more days ! :D

2009-03-15T16:41:00.004+08:00

1 day passed.

i bet my amante is enjoying in BangKok now =(

happi shopping around while i am over here searching for her companion.

1 whole week cant hear her voice.cant feel her persence. only have picture to subsitute.

I even dreamt of her coming back to Singapore on her 2nd day in bangkok.

but the weird thing is that im w tiantian? maybe she's her best friend. so will 'link' to her .

I stil dun no who post comment as DEAR at my taggboard , tsk!.

hope she did alot alot alot of shopping , I shouldnt say did , she must do alot of shopping back for me .. hahaha.

First gift she had for me at the airport before being flown over to Bangkok is

DIOR ADDICT 2.
this the 3rd time i had it already.
but she got it much expensive then i got it as a lobang .
hahaha.
my LAcoste touch of sun =(

cHeeers~

Oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE kiong kiong kiong

2009-03-12T01:39:00.004+08:00

here's a little update due to some requests.

err.

i will show the pics and elaborate from there.

because i cant memorize what happened already =x

oh this date was with chow,kris and josiah to movie at orchard.
after that nothing to do den josiah want see his joanne so went to chow's adidas shop to wait for her.
suddenly my sister.this above*girl called jean call me.since she's at MSQ w kelvin then suggest to meet up at suntec starbucks and that xplains how this picture is taken.
i told her.
"haiya jie, so long nv take photo with me wear low plunging lines top lar ! "
and i got a hell scolding from her .hahhaha. oh ya if u saw this , grab the pic=)
the other one too dark alr . onli can see me this handsome guy .hahaha
.after that joanne knock off alr and settled dwn to talk.
My brother jo sooooooooo shyyyyyyyy ! and keep hitting my neck ah him . help him still like that .tsk tsk .Jie went jb with his friend car and i go off after that.

oh this painting?or drawing?or computed thingy is situated at orchard rd.
it looks nice though.but i somehow felt something missing. BIRDS maybe?haha

ok more updates coming .
i suppose~

2009-02-27T13:31:00.001+08:00

2009-02-26T13:45:00.002+08:00

this is the picture i decided to draw on my wall

DIne at Aston's

the meeting up~

2009-02-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

OH MY AMANTE~

she doesnt like flash. -.-

2009-02-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

Went over to get my haircut done and trained down to see Priscilla chow.

she was shocked when see me , but i know the smile she returned is worth the trip i make over.

got staff price from her and got a top for my gf.

and finally saw this cute girl which is true as what pris said.

den when to smoke and saw this SA at Baby-G , she's 26 and married but looks like 16-18 i swear.

after that went to vivo to pick AMANTE up . 1st SIC had a chat with me and i return my uniform . my grading paper haven take lor ! walao eh . caught PINK PANTER 2 /. cool funni show. witty hur amante ur bf =)

haha. had some probs when getting our tickets done , and im sure i will lodge a complaint about it .

after that . back home ~

2009-02-23T23:10:00.003+08:00

im back from attachment celebrations!
it feels so good to see them again.
josiah (and gf), kokwei , prisc , glenn , and lastly fatin.
i appreciate for fatin to come out with us bcos she is e only malay.
we went to watch movie at THE CATHAY.
caught 'he's just not that into you' , i tink so .
it was a boring show .
after that went to swesens to get our meal done and chill out outside.
chat about what gonna-be-chalets things and those who haven pay out .
tmr got to b a happy day =)
AMANTE!

2009-02-23T00:49:00.003+08:00

I'm back =)

i am so so so happi that my dreadful attachment ends.

im not gonna say much of my attachment b`cos its over.

but still i misses the staffs dere .yes all is around 20+ ,able to click , but mostly not singaporeans .

but still i got to know this great girl and eventually become my girlfriend.

wait till i got a decent pic with her ( hor amante ) and i will post the pic up

Faster ah amante , take pic with me , dun oweas complain tired anymore .and faster finish up your gossip girl .

i goona plan plan plan looots of activities to keep me occupied through the hols .

~ keep moving ~

2008-12-21T15:36:00.001+08:00

lovely neighbour~

2008-12-18T19:04:00.001+08:00

HIS MASTER PIECE.and glenn i tink?

->SHERY
->kristi
->priscilla
as u can see all is how they took pics, so we depict them

GUYS 1-10 !hahahaha

cant stand it alr . ~

2008-12-16T00:13:00.006+08:00

Buon viaggio* PRISCILLA CHOW MAN QI

so call *artistic

beggar in streets

sia lar i look like a kid~>~

TOURIST*

2008-12-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

TIMBER

ok tired.~

slp.

2008-12-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

One great way to increase your success in life is to start REALIZING what you're doing. Once youactually understand what you're doing and theresults you're triggering, you can CHANGE.

2008-12-10T20:43:00.003+08:00

10/12/08

Met up with some of the RI'ans for k box.
after that went Hip diner *Billy bom* for dinnner.
caught cape no.7 , a veri nice show indeed .
then went to Queen's heeren since gleen wanna buy a tee shirt for himself.
so costly yet not nice.
den feipa and kw came over oso to see movie and went to tamp for a chill period.
i was shocked to hear that from gleen ! haiyoeh~

Ignorant is sometimes a virtue*J.tan

!GRP PICTURE!

2008-12-10T20:18:00.007+08:00

9/12/08
Woke up quite early in the morning .
msged P and S and ask dem to go out with me.
rest were working b`cos of double pay.
they came over my house to wait for me b`cos first stop was to haji lane.
some designs realli attracts me .
but the prices repel me.
1st not branded.,although its onli limited in Singapore.
so got 1 shirt only.got 20 % some mre.
i wanna see if they come out w more unique designs not .
Tmr im getting AGNES B tee shirt.hahhah .105$
ok back to haji, so shery got a dress for her relative family dinner.
i helped them slash the price like 20+ bucks.
wa i can be those ah-soo alr .
since the salesperson is MADE IN CHINA, so dun need paiseh.
After that went to have steamboat .b`cos it was a coldly weather . SHIOK!
after that went bugis to look for my scarf .in the end i duno how end up in MARINA SQUare
and got one at CLubMarc.
i wanna get the one at PUMA since i hav 40% off .
after that went home~

PICTURES~

J/tan:blessing in disguise always,treat everi one equally,make it a point to believe pple and dun make any comments.world is round.

2008-12-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

ah ha!
did nothing today.
wake up only eat.
after that went to do spring cum painting the house.
after all is done i wanna draw a ocean and a dolphin on my room wall !
woohhhhhhhhhlalallllaaaaaaa.
tired-.-

J/s : Dreams that lead you forward help you grow

2008-12-05T18:33:00.002+08:00

Just woke up from my sleep.

ytd went to catch beast stalker at dte.

but why doesnt the title related to the show.

is more den a coincidence.

after tht took a EXPENSIVE cab -.- to find glenn and his friends.

a much boring night though.

tired ~

cb magaret haven trans my pay !knnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

2008-12-04T00:29:00.002+08:00

I finally read finish the book.

now i gonna re-read it and jot it down.

Having Painting all over the hse todae.

verii messy.omg cant tahan.

nvm few more days onli.

1 more day nd my pay comes.

X'mas sales. chiongg liao.

aniwae i wil be posting a sentence to you can sae it motivate you in a way or rather im acting clever.

its ur choice.

J.S/No person was hooured for what he received.Honour has been what he gives

2008-12-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

oh .ytd night went to Houggang plaza to hv some pooling .
play one match alr dey wanna go alr .
bo bian , i reach too late alr.
cos ivy suddenly called me down and ask me for a small chat.
After pool we went to eat and chill ard glenn's hse.
i is very eerrie can .
i get realli scared when i realli saw white thing fly pass.
in a fast glance.den i put on my hoodies.
not a good night ytd.
Later gg to feipa hse to slp again.
oso can pass the mp3 to shery.
alright .
short post here. ~

2008-11-30T12:58:00.006+08:00

!!Happy Birthday Peng Sooh!!

My personal make-up artist =) ah shery wong ah pui .!hahahaha

we met up at cine for a movie Cape 7.

but timeslot was kind of full.

so we switch to Wild Child at 5.

I thought it was a lousy show sth like Devil Meets Prada.

but somehow i learned sth from the movie.

how a school can change a girl.

how can i learn from the school itself and etc.

i like the way the principal appoarch the Actress in

a very different way.

that allows the words the penetrate throught ur heart.
alright .

im in luv with EMMA ROBERTS.

omg .

KISSABLE LIPS*

2008-11-30T12:52:00.004+08:00

Some pics that forgotten to post it up*

2008-11-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

Today cant wake up for adventure rope.
so went for SBM presentation.
first time can wear home clothes to school.
haha.
BOUNCERS went scouting for people's name to be written down.
omg so ENG lor.
so they came into our class.
teacher pick a few long hair students.
i dunno y when she sae bout me its like alot of negative stuffs.
i been caught smoke,gamble in school.
and they had bad impression.
so i told the teacher. why went speaking bout me need so many sentence.
teacher misunderstood.
and S size thot i being rude to techer.
if i dun hv cigg in my pocket.
i make sure i talk back till u beg for mercy.
they also misuse their authority. sigh..

ok aft that went to had mac and went to shery hse to wait for her.
fter tht went tgt w pris to dohby gaut and meet up fp and kris.
caught the HighWay 31.
worst horror show.
no horror show is good now .
i wonder why.
and im back hm nw.
tmr got to work.
so.
lights off~babe

2008-11-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

okok . i had so long didnt update.
well let me think back.
wed night went to feipa hse to slp.
since i had BEG and OIT so early.
the nxt morning woke up and went to sch in feipa's mum car.
on the way.
got a accident,just a small bump in the back of the car.
i wasnt much shock.since cushioning is so much protected.
we thought some old or super young driver gonna come out and had a arguement(its peak period,a massive jam)
but 4 Bangala came out.
his hand was shaking when we took down his number.
i think his half mth pay is gonna gone man !
sad.

me,kw,fp went to buy 4d of both car plates and oso the Date and Time.
didnt win,
gonna follow till the week end.

2008-11-23T23:14:00.011+08:00

SCREAM~~~

IT'S JAYVIER TAN VIRGIN TRIP TO THE ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN!(i noe its very unbelivable!)but stil screammm~

meet up with charmaine at 12+ at amk .

well,it's consider late!

enjoy~

wootz i love tis*

It's freaking hot,so that explains the super V' neck i had

It saw me and dance * =)

Peacock right?

told ya its arrogant.

cos it turns away from me =(

IT":S CHARGING TOWARDS ME.

RUN!

The 2 tigers that killed that malay guy.

i tink so?

Awww.my babies.

Oh well.too hot to take many shots.

it rained for a while before we carried on with our steps.

we had ben and jerry BJ* and kfc also.

cos too hungry alr.

aft that head to amk to get my guardians stuffs.

shallnt say it here.

after that went to charmaine hse to had my dinner.

roasted duck,meat and alot of dishes.

jus too paiseh to eat .

if not .

hahaha.

ur are no match to me ! =x

to my horror i saw on the WANBAO,

that a elephant went walking and running along the pathway.

jus because it was got frighten off by the sound of a closing dustbin.

lucky no casualties.

if not .

ZOO must close alr .

inject every duno wad needle and stuffs to calm dem .

alright .

tmr had to go for interview at wingtai.

smart causal wear.

hmm.wad shld i wear .?

see ya .

GOODNIGHTS my love*

2008-11-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

i'm so sad and disappointed that boss said i cant work at vivo , i cant handle the things there.

than what is the long hrs i work for u .selling pants for u .

wth. so i quitted the job . i hate to be a runner . no fix pay.

i rather enjoy for a mth . den aft that do my IA .

so aft my work ytd a centrepoint . uday came over for a drink near cp.

kris and tianze came to look for me a while when i was wrking .

if not i wil b damm bored lar !.

so .i drank this duno wad drink.

welll,expensive for such a small glass but worth it lar.

ren sheng duan duan ji shi nian, dun try out new stuffs later no time to do it alr .

today went out w charmaine to shop.

she came over my hse at ard 2+

so little cousin was ard oso .but was asleep.

so she helped me to iron my clothes while i pack my room.

too messy le .

bring dwn my moods.

and we went to the cathy cineplex to catch this show .err Madagascar 2: The Crate Escape .

well a ver funni show indeed.

and i lost my cigg in the theatre . NABEI

new pack leh ~!

walao .

aft that went shopping .

didnt get any apparels.

in the end spend nearly 100+ on stuffs on body shop.

omg my pay depleting soon alr .

tmr gg w her to ZOO.

oh well.

stay tuned for pics~

2008-11-20T11:34:00.001+08:00

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well.

The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.

Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway;

it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him.
They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.

At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly.

Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally

looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw.

With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing.

He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal,

he would shake it off and take a step up.

Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey

stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!MORAL :

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt.

The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up.

Each of our troubles is a stepping stone.

We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive
.2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less from people but more from God.

2008-11-19T15:57:00.003+08:00

with my big bro.

ssee he has sulken so much

due to the overweighing load stying on his shoulders

ME and JH

BEG

Passed pics*

tri came over to wait for her friend finish work at topshop.

so me and uday went over to drink for a while and when her friend come .

we zao alr !~

Tri and Uday

OMG HIS SO BLACK!

i am buttoning my shirt.

not doing any stunt hur !

2008-11-19T15:46:00.002+08:00

Jacky wu
Finally we won the award.
i cn feel his overwelming happiness circling around him.
it's hard and at the same time got to 'tahan' people;s wagging mouth of
asking why he had been a HOST for so long and dint win any award.

Jacky:finally i had something to say back Jay
Jay:keep taunting him
Jacky:of cos now i am happy,
jacky to jay:translated to eng:if u wanna take this award,not even in this life,or rather 3 lifes of urs.
Jacky:jay had alr taken 200 award under his name !

i wanna find this suade leather jacket.

but not suitable to wear in singapore =(

anyway,i had again found my motivation for so long .

its not a girl for those who tink that it is .

i will post it up when the time is right.