Today is a day where i meeting up with huifen's parents.
it doesn't turn up very well.
From the moment i stepped into her house till i leave from the car.
but i treat it as a challenge.
i still remember i read a book and it quotes that,
what doesn't kill you make you stronger.
yes i am now stronger and braver to crush all challenges setting up in front of me
I bathe and changed and walk to my house bus stop.
First time i froze for a min, buses stop and passed me.
i wonder where i am heading to.
i close my eyes and i said to myself, the moment i open my eye,
i will board the bus.
31 came and i boarded it.
i sit down with my headphone playing songs,
i wnder where shall i head to.
i alight near ecp.
i walk from tail to head and back to tail.
i'm tired, i sit down and took out my notepad.
i starting singing and started writing.
and i found back myself.
Tell me you will be back. Pa
Dad, why wont u fly to my hand?
my dad became a grasshopper and came into my living room.
i was playing CS on my computer , my mum shouted , liang ahh , look at this grasshopper.
i glanced down and i say that is a fish not a grasshopper.
den i stop and took a eagle view, it was a grasshopper, but a body of a fish.
i shivered a little, it was glaring at me,
my mum called out my dad's name and say , if u are him , jump to my hand.
it straight away jump onto my mum's hand. i called out but it didnt .
it is pacing up and down of my mum's arms.
suddenly, tons of flashback flashed through me, i dont know why but i keep looking at the grasshopper. and it look back to me. like it is calling out for me.
my mum wanna set free. and it a wink , it dropped and disappear.
i searched high and low but to no avail.
Den, i believe, yes DAD, u came back and not yet forgiven me.
i couldnt take a picture because mum says the spirit might get absorb away.
Dad, why wont u hop onto my arms and whisper to me, how are you i wonder.
im doing neither good on earth.
how i wish i can just .........
