Wednesday, December 9, 2009 - 1:48 AM

  • Chest pressure

  • Sweating

  • Jaw pain

  • Heartburn and/or indigestion

  • Arm pain (more commonly the left arm, but may be either)

  • Upper back pain

  • General malaise (vague feeling of illness)

  • Nausea

  • Shortness of breath


    i had it all. Guessed what. it was a heart attack symptoms. i was sitting down watching tv when suddenly i cant breath properly. it is not after a heavy meal of whatsoever. instead i just finish my bowel.

    i thought maybe its too cold . so i keep on watching tv. Thut Thut . i cant breathe. i am so afraid. i quicky enter and close my room. i lie down. praying that i can survive this order.

    death is what scares me off. i always say that i aint afraid of dying, because my life is worthless.

    but when in the brink of death, i started to retrieve back my words. i covered myself with blanket and socks on. i slowly inhale and exhale. in an hour time. i started to breath back normally. thank god i should say.

    i hope it doesnt strike on me again.



Saturday, December 5, 2009 - 1:52 AM

i wonder what had i did wrong.

i had to work in order to have $ for our vacation.

i am saving up. i wanna u to enjoy with me of what i earned, and not pulling u along the dry path.

i didnt give my mama 2 mths of allowances already. i wanna save up for our trip.

u gave me attitude but u said u didnt.


so much things happen in my outlet when i meet jiaqi and hit things up.

pohcheng coming back tml, jiaqi 17th flying.

more stressful at work again.

i know that work is never easy, but who doesnt want an easy job.

i am earning for an allowance, and not for enjoyment or pass time..

fcked it seriously. shagged


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