"Invictus"
(Latin for "unconquered")
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
Suddenly i feel like blogging. Yes out of a sudden.
. I am fill with hatred now. i have already controlled my temper for 3 years, and pass these few years i felt good that i control, but at the same time i felt people are coming on top of me.
I dont wish to go back into what i am last time, fighting over the smallest thing that could ever think of. In work, In school, In relationship i felt i am nothing. hell yeah, fuck this feeling.
From today onwards, i dont swallow anymore this kind of stuffs, i will spit in back to you.
and i am not Me, and yes. no longer Jayvier Tan.